i don’t know why i can never stick to one thing. i have the perfect guy. he is so sweet to me, he treats me like a princess, he says everything i need to hear, and he makes me happy- yet i always want a chase.
i don’t know what’s wrong with me. as soon as someone i’m chasing let’s me catch them, i go and chase someone else. i hurt so many people in the end and it sucks.
i always want what i can’t have. i couldn’t have him, now he’s mine and i don’t want him. that is my worst trait in my personality, and it happens no matter who it is.
i think this is why i should just be alone… but i can’t leave him. he’s had feelings for me for so long and i would crush him. and i can’t hurt him anymore than i already have in the past.
it would kill him.
tagged as: i'm a terrible person, someone kill me now, fml,
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